
Everyone has ideals, images, beliefs, hopes of the way things are, or they should be.
My hometown is small, too small for me now. But, I have an idealized image of it and my childhood. Mostly, I look back at these things through music. Now, im listening to Counting Crows. Their music brings me a sense of simplicity, with some nostalgia. Similar to how I feel about my hometown. When I am here (As I will be for only 1 more day), I feel like I want to leave, because its too small. But the smallness, combined with my upbringing here, bring a small sense of nostalgia and feeling for the past.
I am not a very nostalgic person. I look to the future, and I don't want to repeat or relive the past. But its good to look back, especially when one is about to leave, and appreciate or at least acknowledge what has happened. And for me, the best way to do this is through music.